Don't lose yourself and regret,just love yourself and you're set

I Just Want To Be Beautiful.

Is it fucking hard? Come on,is it? No,it should not be. But why is it?

I dont know,if you know,please tell me.

Today,i felt so different. I felt that im beautiful??  Yes,imagine,first time of my life,i saw something beautiful on my body and face.First time i was proud to be myself. So many years passed by when i  tired to me someone or something. Many years ,actually my whle life till now,i tried to satisfy the peoples around me. Many times I hated my hair,because others disliked it.I hated my big eyes,cause others said they are weird. Now,i love my eyes,I love being different than others,although it hurts,that im not same.But being same with such stuipididiotbitch-girls. I love that the old women and men smiles to me,because im different,or that the childrens feel comfortable with me cause im still childish.I have many good points,that others may not have,just beacuse im proudly different.

You!! Be proud that your unique.

Beauty

Beauty, what  is actually beauty. Ok.

Beautiful is an adjective used to describe things as possessing beauty.

Beauty is a characteristic of a person, animal, place, object, or idea that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure, meaning, or satisfaction.

THIS IS WHAT WIKIPEDIA SAYS.

but in my opinion, each one is beautiful on his & her own way. To lock these two things > beautiful and beauty in one box is simply wrong. Everyone of us is unique, there is no one who is exactly same, that means that we, each one of us, has own beauty, may not in face or body, but in our hearts. That someone says that you or I are ugly  ,is wrong and it hurts ,but we have to remember ,that this is THEIR opinion not your or mine. Just one person in this world thinks that, and who cares if more ,really ? Who are they to judge you ?

Do not judge yourself through someone else eyes.

Love and judge yourself through your own eyes.

That someone says ,for you or me, it hurts, we may not forget it. We will always remember it ,may we will cry the night ,may we will have the wound in our hearts and minds ,may we will look in the mirror and begin to judge ourselves. It's not wrong, if we wouldn't be hurted  now, we will remember it in the future,  if we now couldn't understood our feelings and forget,we will remember and realize that we never forgot those words,if we wouldn't cry now,we will cry in the future,and the wound may not hurt you or me now,but in the coming days,for sure will hurt and bleed inside us.But looking in the mirror,with critizing eyes,is wrong,beacues when you need to criticize yourself,you will see the beautiful thing  as ugly thing,That will hurt you more than any word.

When you look at yourself from the mirror,remember your beautiful with they way you are,not with the way THEY want you to be.

Beauty,what is it? Its full of meaning and has so large meaning to has one roletype.

In my eyes beauty is natural, the plastic surgery will not make us prettier. NO,plastic surgery may change our look,but not what we are really.Never. In the end no one  will fall for your face or body,the will see it first,they may like it,but not love it.

Beautiful. So many girls and women want to be beautiful. They could even make plastic surgery. My opinion of the surgery,is a bit upper ^^

If we all are the same as the typical type of word beauty or beautiful, there would not be beauty and no one would be beautiful in own way.

The idea of being beautiful is that we are all unique,we are all different.

Not the same. Not saying that being thin,with blond long hair and pretty blue eyes is ugly,but when everyone look like this,how we could say that difference is beauty,when everyone is same?

Day by day,I realize that the media and modeling world is so dangerous. They bring for the teenagers pictures about thin girls that some people could suffer to  have it,actually the most of girls suffer to have this kind of body.  Its getting me mad,the beauty  standard  is simply driving any girl to the way eating disorders and depression. When I read about young girls who are suffering from eating disoreds,and that they DO NOT have any help from the professionals,is making me sad,get the tears on my eyes and most of all makes me angry.

WHY?

One of the reasons is the beauty standard ,which form for me and maybe you picture that we are not enough to be beautiful.

WE ARE EACH ONE BEAUTIFUL IN OUR OWN WAY!! REMEMBER THAT!

with love: hope